I am clingy
I try not to be
But how can you help yourself
Not to be
Close to the one
You love

 I'm sorry
If I appear clingy. 

Feels so right
Yet so wrong
I'm not good enough for you.
But I wonder,
Does all this matter to you?
Sorry, for disturbing you.

Dug out some old stuff I'd written.  

What could possibly happened
A better relationship
Or
A partner full of annoyance
When love has so much to give
We just stood there and watch
How love kills us all
For we don't know how to cherish it.

Will you wait for me? Cause I’ve been waiting for you for too long. But I don’t want to screw this thing up. And yes, I’m still willing to wait for you too. The right time. The right moment. I really had a bad day. I know time will come I won’t feel that way anymore. I promise to fix my self completely before falling again. You deserve so much more than what I can give now. I want to be fair to you and totally honest with my self. I want our love to be worth having…worth waiting for and definitely worth fighting for.

The things on this page are just a few things I want to finish before the God takes me away from this place!

 I’m do creating a list of some of the accomplishments I plan on achieving, including some BIG ones. This list is about long term thinking. I will not add those things I want to do, but haven’t done yet, if I could easily go do it tomorrow if I chose to. Everything on my list had to require some kind of work or effort on my part. They will all take time and money.

So here it is, finally

So there you have it. I can promise you one thing about this list. As time goes on, I’m sure some of these will change as somethings become more important to me than others. It was surprisingly easier than I had thought, but also very emotionally challenging. I don’t know why exactly, but I was brought to tears many times while composing this list.  Maybe it was because it brought to the forefront the things that really matter in life.